How has it been a year already? 365 days and nights. 12 months. How the time has flown, yet every second has been an eternity.
So much has happened. So much has changed. So much remains the same. No words can be shared. No emotions felt. No hugs can be given, nor words spoken. This hole I'm in keeps dropping out from beneath my feet. Every stability a brief respite before the eventual collapse.
What to do? What to do? Distractions only last so long, work so well, in the end, your absence swallows me whole. Reminders have failed me, memories twisted against me, empty reality weighs heavy on me, all days but heavier today.
What can I say, what is the point. I miss you, I will always miss you, now and every other day of my life. I love you. Goodbye...
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